Archivo de Mayo de 2008

De mis trece enfermedades


30 de Mayo de 2008

Ahora comprendan por qué escribo tantas tonterías, y a veces tan a menudo. Eso sí, el pesimismo y la automedicación me están herniando el aliento poético. Bueno, ya tengo de nuevo cita para el cirujano…

Blogging - It’s Good for You
The therapeutic value of blogging becomes a focus of study
By Jessica Wapner – Scientific American

Self-medication may be the reason the blogosphere has taken off. Scientists (and writers) have long known about the therapeutic benefits of writing about personal experiences, thoughts and feelings. But besides serving as a stress-coping mechanism, expressive writing produces many physiological benefits. Research shows that it improves memory and sleep, boosts immune cell activity and reduces viral load in AIDS patients, and even speeds healing after surgery. A study in the February issue of the Oncologist reports that cancer patients who engaged in expressive writing just before treatment felt markedly better, mentally and physically, as compared with patients who did not.

Scientists now hope to explore the neurological underpinnings at play, especially considering the explosion of blogs. According to Alice Flaherty, a neuroscientist at Harvard University and Massachusetts General Hospital, the placebo theory of suffering is one window through which to view blogging. As social creatures, humans have a range of pain-related behaviors, such as complaining, which acts as a “placebo for getting satisfied,” Flaherty says. Blogging about stressful experiences might work similarly.

Flaherty, who studies conditions such as hypergraphia (an uncontrollable urge to write) and writer’s block, also looks to disease models to explain the drive behind this mode of communication. For example, people with mania often talk too much. “We believe something in the brain’s limbic system is boosting their desire to communicate,” Flaherty explains. Located mainly in the midbrain, the limbic system controls our drives, whether they are related to food, sex, appetite, or problem solving. “You know that drives are involved [in blogging] because a lot of people do it compulsively,” Flaherty notes. Also, blogging might trigger dopamine release, similar to stimulants like music, running and looking at art.

The frontal and temporal lobes, which govern speech—no dedicated writing center is hardwired in the brain—may also figure in. For example, lesions in Wernicke’s area, located in the left temporal lobe, result in excessive speech and loss of language comprehension. People with Wernicke’s aphasia speak in gibberish and often write constantly. In light of these traits, Flaherty speculates that some activity in this area could foster the urge to blog.

Scientists’ understanding about the neurobiology underlying therapeutic writing must remain speculative for now. Attempts to image the brain before and after writing have yielded minimal information because the active regions are located so deep inside. Recent functional magnetic resonance imaging studies have shown that the brain lights up differently before, during and after writing, notes James Pennebaker, a psychologist at the University of Texas at Austin. But Pennebaker and others remain skeptical about the value of such images because they are hard to duplicate and quantify.

Most likely, writing activates a cluster of neurological pathways, and several researchers are committed to uncovering them. At the University of Arizona, psychologist and neuroscientist Richard Lane hopes to make brain-imaging techniques more relevant by using those techniques to study the neuroanatomy of emotions and their expressions. Nancy Morgan, lead author of the Oncologist study, is looking to conduct larger community-based and clinical trials of expressive writing. And Pennebaker is continuing to investigate the link between expressive writing and biological changes, such as improved sleep, that are integral to health. “I think the sleep angle is one of the more promising ones,” he says.

Whatever the underlying causes may be, people coping with cancer diagnoses and other serious conditions are increasingly seeking—and finding—solace in the blogosphere. “Blogging undoubtedly affords similar benefits” to expressive writing, says Morgan, who wants to incorporate writing programs into supportive care for cancer patients.

Some hospitals have started hosting patient-authored blogs on their Web sites as clinicians begin to recognize the therapeutic value. Unlike a bedside journal, blogging offers the added benefit of receptive readers in similar situations, Morgan explains: “Individuals are connecting to one another and witnessing each other’s expressions—the basis for forming a community.”

Y salió de aquí.

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Ausencias (IV)


30 de Mayo de 2008

Dónde estarán
hierba, perdón
sí, carretera,
re-su-rrec-ción
valiente, vela,
gracias, papá…

Vaya mierda de diccionario…

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Ausencias (III)


24 de Mayo de 2008

Lunes
martes
miércoles

sábado
y domingo.

Me he tragado las dos vísperas negras:
Los jueves no latieron a este ritmo y
los viernes se murieron de esperanza.

He vomitado dos vísceras muertas
Por fin es sábado, después domingo:
¡celebro fiesta este fin de semana!

Ahora me poso, toco, aprieto y grito…
he sanado de ausencias y acechanzas.

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Ausencias (II)


23 de Mayo de 2008

Te echo de menos…
y escrito está en mi alma
monte perdido
calor de invierno.

Te echo de menos…
cuanto tengo confieso
en manos suaves
ojos tan negros.

Te echo de menos…
vos solo lo escribisteis
la espalda ancha
montón perfecto.

¡Si te volvieras!
¡Si yo te encuentro!

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Ausencias (I)


22 de Mayo de 2008

Me echo de menos…
¡mira el semáforo!
y en tanto que el cabello
hoy qué me pongo
y corro… ¡y canto!

Me echo de menos…
hacer con hache
marchitará la rosa
¿y mi cartera?
¡que llego tarde!

Me echo de menos…
el viento helado
la edad ligera…

toca el recreo…

¡si me llamaras!
¡si me encontrases!

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Costurera en sueño vertical


20 de Mayo de 2008

(Para G.S.A. que ahora sueña más arriba
porque le ha salido un máquina de coser. Es mágica.)

Si fuera vegetal… una secuoya.
Si fuera de hormigón… un rascacielos.
Si fuera en algún cuento… aquel gigante.
Si fuera de madera… un lapicero.

Punto, apunta, puntada de Penélope
que se ha comprado nuevo un costurero.

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Héroes y babosa


10 de Mayo de 2008

No sé por qué amanezco invertebrada
ajena a las columnas de mi Hércules:
hoy temo que mi cuerpo al despertarse,
conforme se resigne de blandura
de molusco al hechizo para siempre…

Por la noche me arriesgo en el asfalto,
y cruzo con esfuerzo de babosa
al otro lado de la carretera.
Asumo el peligro, sé que podría
atropellarme un camión, reventarme
ejércitos de pezuñas de vaca
distraídas de instinto y de cansancio…

Y cruzo porque añoro en el abdomen
la firmeza sin dudas
la horizontalidad
el eterno sustento
y no sé si la muerte…

En busca de mis vértebras he dado
con Sansón y sus columnas. Me aparto
y sigo muda frotándome el vientre:
desafío la lluvia en primavera.

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Héroe del 68


6 de Mayo de 2008

Bajo los adoquines de París se alistó a un curso de alta cocina,y por eso a los cuarenta es maestro de fogones, lentejas y paisajes. Sale a la calle y grita (en los conciertos)
golpea muros (en los hospitales) araña (pero solo los teclados) y besa a casi todas las mujeres. Estaba vivo en mayo, le pidió a los puentes lo infalible: un curso… solo un curso de cocina francesa… ¡y morir cocinero antes que fraile!
Creo que no sabe que es inmortal ni que el 73 come lentejas casi todos los jueves… ni que el mundo en crisis se revela a la poesía. En mi adoquín florecen los cerezos y lloro en Isla Negra junto al mar.

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